You don't send me flowers anymore...

I've completely quit blogging, I know. I do miss it. There are so many things I'd like to open my heart up about and let come pouring out. Things change as the seasons do, though, and it makes it seem like a bad idea to just put it all out there. You never know who might stumble upon the things you write I suppose. I kicked around the idea of starting up a different blog with a different name to just be able to be anonymous and painfully honest.

There are times there are things clinging to the tip of my tongue, waiting to be said, and I swallow them.

I'm in a bit of a dark place today, but trying to find the light. I have to put on that smile and fake it until I make it. If I start a new blog up and you'd be interested in having the info on it - comment here and I'll share with you. I'm more so debating a blog with a touch of truth and a lot of fiction. I miss writing as an escape. It might do me good to start again.

I think of you all often. I hope you're all well.

I have a blog?

Wow, I haven't visited in forever. I could give reasons but they're really just excuses. I'm busy, honestly, and used to blog at work but just can't fit it in anymore. However, here's an update on what all is going on in my life!

• 3 weeks shy of the 1 year wedding anniversary
• Down 42 pounds since my wedding. I have 27 more to go to hit my goal!
• I have a new job - same company - different job. I'm happy with it but incredibly busy
• I'm pretty sure I'm going back to school at a major university
• Did I ever say Phenom got a new home and I just have Jasper and Daisy now?
• I'm making my first ever trip to California this year
• I'm travelling a lot
• I wish I took pictures but I always get so hung up on looking around that I forget to save the memories

That's about all for now. How are y'all?

Sigh

Why, oh why, do I binge eat? I'm going to look up a book to help me deal with my problem. It is a problem. A big problem. It's like I lose all control.

I want to cry but my insides are numb from food.

I came, I saw, I blogged

My weekly post is up - visit it! http://calebbradberry.com/wordpress/?p=96

News!

Okay, a couple of things under news.

1. New low weight achieved today! This is, of course, good news. If I lose weight, though, basically every day is a new low weight so I probably won't mention it every time the scale goes down. Or maybe I will 'cause it makes me feel good. I have about 20 days left to lose 6 pounds to reach my 8 week goal. We'll see if I can make it. I didn't gain weight over the weekend so that's very good news and a big accomplishment.
2. I am now doing weekly guest spots over at http://calebbradberry.com/wordpress/. It really will make your life better if you visit it at least every week to see my featured series of posts. I'm not even going to tell you the subject of my series. Let's see if you can identify it without clues.

I hope everyone is great! I am working on afghan #2 for friend's having babies. I should post pictures 'cause they have turned out really pretty. Maybe I will on the one I'm working on now because I already wrapped the other one.